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Jun. 1st, 2017 10:37 pm
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New song I've been singing about my cat lately:

If you're Spoops and you don't know where to spoop to
why don't you go where Spoopers sits
Spoopin' on the Ritz


Jun. 1st, 2017 08:07 pm
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There was a pair of ravens circling happily on updrafts on my way to Lake Oswego today.

There was one swooshing around at Ecola when I was there at the coast two weekends ago, also.

Just saw an article that they're starting to move back into cities.

Makes one wonder.

They are sooooooo beautiful. I love seeing them. I still adore my crow friends, too. It's like the difference between coyotes and wolves, kinda. I adore them both, but wolves are another kind of magic.


So sick.

May. 28th, 2017 11:11 am
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Headache is severe enough to motivate me to get out of bed and find coffee. Sick from living in dirty house, I feel guilt for taking on all housework, and then getting too tired to keep up. How do you train men who don't care and can't think to even wash their hands before putting away clean dishes. Where do I start. Both of these men, my brother and my boyfriend, were raised by mothers over burdened with house care and cooking who worked as hard or harder than their husbands. At least I'm not having kids so I won't perpetuate it. This is too much, I am so ill, I lost a beautiful long weekend because they were coughing all over the house and I was working too much and couldn't disinfect fast enough.
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Impulse bought two giant hanging baskets at the farmers market because I can't keep up with daily refreshing the hummingbird nectar in the summer. I hope they like them. I'm sad that they are in plastic.

Fell ill, very grumpy. It's a beautiful day and I didn't have any parties booked, my friends are at naked beaches or other fun places. I'm on the couch with the cat and awakening videos on the YouTubes. Pineal gland activate!

Ps: can anyone see the photo in the post below? It's disturbing if all of my google photos are public, I actually hope you can't see it b/c of the way I linked it :/


May. 24th, 2017 04:38 pm
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cannon beach may 2017

Seeing if this werks.

Cannon Beach and Ecola State Park = favorite selfies

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Oh, I'd forgotten that I followed a random dw blog of some sort and it posed this question, today: What are you doing when you feel most beautiful?

I answered: I love this post and this question! When I feel most beautiful is when I am frolicking as a faery, doing my hair sparkling work, dancing, cuddling with people I love, aerial or figure skating makes me feel beautiful on good days, sitting on my favorite beach alone listening to waves, watching the sunset, making things, being kissed.

I would love to hear your answers. <3

This reminds me also that I started coloring in a coloring book and I very much want to get back to it. It feels like I have no time. But I do. If I can get off the freakin' internet for an hour. Today was kind of a fail, there. But I felt like there was so much I had to do, online today. Hard to manage that feeling, between necessary communication/promotion for work, and addiction.

Sophie is meowing at me from behind Shawn's door. Bedtime.

DW newbie

May. 1st, 2017 12:25 pm
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Heya, anyone old hat at Dreamwidth, can you tell me - I really miss the little mood kittens from the ole elljay, does DW have kittens if you get a paid account? Or any other themed moods? What about stickers?

How many icons can we get with a paid account?

I have some reading to do, to be sure.
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Re-posting this section from Dreamwidth News: just in case you're not following them:

Given the reasons most people are citing for not wanting to agree to LiveJournal's new ToS, I'd like to take a moment and ask: if you're able to (and only if you're able!), please consider donating to the Russian LGBT Network/Российская ЛГБТ-сеть. They not only do excellent work across the Russian Federation, but are currently mobilizing to help evacuate LGBT people in Chechnya who are in danger of detention or death. (EDIT: If you're outside Russia, you can donate through All Out; the Russian LGBT Network website won't accept donations from outside Russia.)

Team Thor

Feb. 15th, 2017 06:13 pm
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This is seriously the funniest thing I've seen in like, I dunno. I've watched it like 50 times I can't stop. Chris Hemsworth is soooooooooooo much more delicious than anyone should be wth. I can't.

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Stumbled upon a beautifully resonant article on the fookbase today, it felt like it was written by me in another voice, or something. It probably helps that she is also 41. Especially this part:

I have never felt more sensual, more attractive, creatively driven, at home in my skin, or more powerful in my life. Although it isn’t my path or my purpose to birth babies, I feel my body strong and productively capable for many years to come. My sexuality has reached a maturity and a way of expressing that is nothing short of exquisite.

I have developed an unsuspected ability to lead with grace, humility, and impact. With my hormonal and emotional systems settled in a new way, I have come into a whole new ability for balance, wisdom, giving, and service.

I see this also in those women around me who have recovered from the Aging Woman Syndrome. They are the women who have taken their power and bodies back from the invisible giant who makes them look tiny. They stand up much grander than the scared shadow of patriarchy, and are living on the leading edge of social change.

They have dropped the small talk and are holding this Earth in their arms, weaving a new basket for humanity and for those who come after us.

Article is here.
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I was 15 when Freedom '90 came out and for some reason, it sounds so corny and cheeseballs, but the line, "All we have to do now is take these lies and make them true" completely focused and oriented me toward becoming the person I wanted to be. Somehow that song helped me realize that I didn't have to just pretend to be somebody I wanted to be; I could actually make it happen.

While shaking my ass to George Michael's voice the entire way through this battle toward self-realization.

I dressed like Princess Leia for countless Halloweens and every day I could at school, to play "Star Wars" every recess with my best school friend Brian.

I never knew these people as people, but the loss of the artists who influenced me so profoundly still hurts like hell.

Darwin is snoring on the bed. P-Funk is gone, but I can still love those who are still here.

Hurts. Hurts to love. Hurts to care.
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Also I want to say that I am so fucking grateful to Trent for not losing ANY of his darkness - if anything it's increasing. This is so fucking needed, at this time. I am disappointed in other artists of this generation for losing some (but not all) of theirs. This is needed comfort. I credit Trent with sobriety, lack of offspring, and animal and environmental advocacy, for staying dark and staying awake and staying vital in this heaving wounded world.

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omg the soup is incredible. purple and sweet onion, sweet potatoes, purple and red potatoes, purple cabbage, pink and purple beets, parsnips, crimini mushrooms, carrots, fresh rosemary, sprinkle of tumeric, oregano, thyme and poultry seasoning, basil salt, pepper. holy balls this is tasty. It barely fit in the pot. Purple soup!

Kitty sleeping in a sunbeam on our bed, with a catnip banana for a pillow.

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hope you're all seeing or feeling this incredible harvest moon.
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Well you and I know I'm sick of suffering but I... don't wanna be free.
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my cat. my cat. my cat.
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deus ex machina.

in reality, there is nothing to save us from ourselves.

i don't know what to do. but weep uncontrollably, often. and try to suffer less, and help others to suffer less, as we wait for death.


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