reactionary, not rational.
Myrrh Larsen cheated on me with Liz Blake (2008), Sarah Shadly (2008, 2009), Star St. Germain (2008, 2009), Megan Hale (2009, 2011), and Corinn DeWaard (2011), that I know of.
We were just getting back together this summer after being broken up for two years. He was my third lover in my lifetime, and my best friend. I trusted him as I trust very few. He lied to me over and over, convincingly and terrifyingly skillfully. (One might venture to say, pathologically.)
I only just found out about all of this.
I am still very hurt and very angry.
I'm wondering why I shouldn't make the above a public facebook post. (Without the "pathologically' parenthetical - that's a little loaded.)
Because I shouldn't do things out of anger.
Because I do want to salvage some vestigial friendship with him at some distant point in the future.
Because it's not the girls' fault - some of them might get hurt.
Because I'm not a vengeful person.
Anything else?
I still want to.
:(
and we'll all float on, we'll all float on, we'll all float on.
We were just getting back together this summer after being broken up for two years. He was my third lover in my lifetime, and my best friend. I trusted him as I trust very few. He lied to me over and over, convincingly and terrifyingly skillfully. (One might venture to say, pathologically.)
I only just found out about all of this.
I am still very hurt and very angry.
I'm wondering why I shouldn't make the above a public facebook post. (Without the "pathologically' parenthetical - that's a little loaded.)
Because I shouldn't do things out of anger.
Because I do want to salvage some vestigial friendship with him at some distant point in the future.
Because it's not the girls' fault - some of them might get hurt.
Because I'm not a vengeful person.
Anything else?
I still want to.
:(
and we'll all float on, we'll all float on, we'll all float on.