2024-09-03

serafaery: (Default)
2024-09-03 08:49 pm

being 49 is not for the faint of ovary.

I might not be able to do HRT. Which is so sad for me.

I stopped getting hot flashes, but thb, that was not a very severe symptom for me.

So far my mood has not shifted, my joints still hurt, my skin is the same, my brain is still just as foggy, I have more headaches instead of fewer, my sleep is the same, my energy is the same, I realize things will not change overnight, BUT.

My tinnitus is WORSE, by like, a lot.

My orgasms are weaker?

And my right ovary is SCREAMING at me. Daily. Stabbing pain. Multiple times a day.

It has done this before, but not with this frequency. It has been three days straight of regular intervals of stabbing pain.

I don't understand why estrogen would do this.

But I think I need to stop.

I have no one to talk to about this who would respond immediately. I will try sending a note to my doctor, but normally her team's reply is to schedule an appt, and she is booked out several weeks.

Sigh.