progress....
on the list so far...
*sunrise bathing
* silks (tonight?)
*food for Josh
*clean kitchen
*walk kitten
* orders
* website updates
* scheduling
*laundry
* get the tree down
* sweep and mop
* clean my room
* clean my office
*refill litter
*refill handsoaps
* loan consolidation
* schedule labs
*schedule Avalanche's next visit
* henna hair (which will force me to take a shower which I desperately need)
* start packing for lookout (got firewood, organized and cleaned out closet, and did laundry all of which will make this much easier)
* more raw food diet research for the meow
*keep eating healthy and less so can feel prettier (I've been doing really well the last 3 days.)
In-between all this is realizing I never texted back Karissa or Gwen or Timo about possibly getting together - friendship is important! Must work on this.
Still haven't decided if I'm going to start drinking or not. But I keep fantasizing about a cocktail date with Timo.
It feels a bit deflating to just think, well, am I just sober now? Forever? With nothing to toot my horn about, just a boring person who doesn't drink? I definitely feel better, but, I also still REALLY miss drinking. Josh was not a fan. So, less would be better, but I'm not sure if none is better. Does that make sense?
Just realized the first is tomorrow, not today, so I have one more day before I have to post my hours for Feb, yaaaaaaaaay! It feels like being gifted a free day.
This January was really hard. Good job everyone who made it through.
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* silks (tonight?)
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* orders
* website updates
* scheduling
*
* get the tree down
* sweep and mop
* clean my room
* clean my office
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* loan consolidation
* schedule labs
*
* henna hair (which will force me to take a shower which I desperately need)
* start packing for lookout (got firewood, organized and cleaned out closet, and did laundry all of which will make this much easier)
* more raw food diet research for the meow
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In-between all this is realizing I never texted back Karissa or Gwen or Timo about possibly getting together - friendship is important! Must work on this.
Still haven't decided if I'm going to start drinking or not. But I keep fantasizing about a cocktail date with Timo.
It feels a bit deflating to just think, well, am I just sober now? Forever? With nothing to toot my horn about, just a boring person who doesn't drink? I definitely feel better, but, I also still REALLY miss drinking. Josh was not a fan. So, less would be better, but I'm not sure if none is better. Does that make sense?
Just realized the first is tomorrow, not today, so I have one more day before I have to post my hours for Feb, yaaaaaaaaay! It feels like being gifted a free day.
This January was really hard. Good job everyone who made it through.