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serafaery ([personal profile] serafaery) wrote2010-06-07 11:06 am

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Chronic pain makes you sick. It drains your resources and puts heavy loads on your immune system. It is mood-altering in a devastating, crushing way.

Consistent cardio activity is needed to maintain health, but any such work exacerbates my hip pain.

I work out, I hurt more; I am more sick.

I stop working out, I hurt less but my body is not as healthy; I am more sick.

I am so tired of this battle.