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Jan. 8th, 2013 12:26 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
serafaeryI am going to do my best to be gentle with myself in observing a toxic feeling I've had over the past couple of days. I want to get rid of it but I have to face it and process it first, I think.
I am concerned about the way that a few ill-thought messages from some well-meaning but thoughtless guys can suddenly and completely turn my stomach at the idea of any male romantic attention whatsoever. It isn't fair to men who are not like that. But I can't help it. Trying to be gentle with myself and let this process, instead of trying to berate it away because it is irrational. These wounds run deep.
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I am concerned about the way that a few ill-thought messages from some well-meaning but thoughtless guys can suddenly and completely turn my stomach at the idea of any male romantic attention whatsoever. It isn't fair to men who are not like that. But I can't help it. Trying to be gentle with myself and let this process, instead of trying to berate it away because it is irrational. These wounds run deep.
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