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Feb. 3rd, 2012 12:25 pmChris' dad is dying of cancer, Steph's cat has cancer, I'm looking into taking a second job just to make ends meet, while I am constantly slammed with stressful new duties every day at my current job.
Things, for me, are good, for the most part. My cat and family and I are cancer-free. But I think this constant emotional/mental stress is contributing to these incessant negative thoughts, surrounding the guy with the made up name who I promised I wouldn't journal about anymore.
"If you're silent about your pain, they'll kill you and say you enjoyed it." - Zora Neale Hurston
I can't decide if I should vent here or not. It's been a week. I want to get this out. I'll probably make the entry private right after posting it, anyway. But, I'm confused, I'm hurt, I'm upset. I want to honor it. I want to release it.
Sigh.
Things, for me, are good, for the most part. My cat and family and I are cancer-free. But I think this constant emotional/mental stress is contributing to these incessant negative thoughts, surrounding the guy with the made up name who I promised I wouldn't journal about anymore.
"If you're silent about your pain, they'll kill you and say you enjoyed it." - Zora Neale Hurston
I can't decide if I should vent here or not. It's been a week. I want to get this out. I'll probably make the entry private right after posting it, anyway. But, I'm confused, I'm hurt, I'm upset. I want to honor it. I want to release it.
Sigh.
