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ugh still just not feeling myself.
today i think is for a couple small errands and just house cleaning and baking. will try to take a shower maybe.
i know that moods are temporary. the discomfort is real, but it will pass. such horrible nightmares. to be expected, in uncertain times.
i miss my mom and so many aspects of the past, so much. i am so tired of feeling so sad. distraction would be good, work and art would be good, but motivation is difficult at the moment. i was so happy climbing mt st helens last year. it's hard to believe that was only a year ago. had no idea what was coming.
maybe i'll run later. it helps a little. even though my legs hurt.
today i think is for a couple small errands and just house cleaning and baking. will try to take a shower maybe.
i know that moods are temporary. the discomfort is real, but it will pass. such horrible nightmares. to be expected, in uncertain times.
i miss my mom and so many aspects of the past, so much. i am so tired of feeling so sad. distraction would be good, work and art would be good, but motivation is difficult at the moment. i was so happy climbing mt st helens last year. it's hard to believe that was only a year ago. had no idea what was coming.
maybe i'll run later. it helps a little. even though my legs hurt.
