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I miss being smaller, when I didn't randomly tweak my knee just getting off my bike because I was light enough to avoid such things, when I could climb and jump more easily. But. Rice crispie treats taste almost like replacing absent friendships.
Work has been lovely today. I have 2 hours to go. I scheduled another full day tomorrow, fuck it, working feels better than missing people I loved. I'm in too much pain to make use of my time otherwise. There is so much more I could be doing, especially with art and business development, also cleaning and sorting, and learning and also exercise, but I'm just too depressed to function.
I hope I can maybe try to run off this rice crispie treat tonight in the park, that would feel good. Josh keeps announcing that he's going climbing without the slightest thought of inviting me, so, I guess I'm not doing that.
Work has been lovely today. I have 2 hours to go. I scheduled another full day tomorrow, fuck it, working feels better than missing people I loved. I'm in too much pain to make use of my time otherwise. There is so much more I could be doing, especially with art and business development, also cleaning and sorting, and learning and also exercise, but I'm just too depressed to function.
I hope I can maybe try to run off this rice crispie treat tonight in the park, that would feel good. Josh keeps announcing that he's going climbing without the slightest thought of inviting me, so, I guess I'm not doing that.
