happy kitty sleepy kitty purr purr purr

it's nearly 3pm and i've done nothing. it's okay, it's a day to do nothing if i so wish. but what i wish was that i had the drive to care for myself that was a fraction as strong as the drive i have to take care of everyone else.

i did poke around looking for music for my playlist, it's just so hard, why don't i like anything, right now?

got a kitty on my lap, nothing can be bad if lunar is purring :)

feels like a sunday.

got a run in, other than that, nothing. might need to eat some fish, fruit isn't quite cutting it, today. got a cramp in my left calf, just a little one but i had some yogurt and nuts with my fruity dinner. avocado and tomato count as fruit, that was a yummy lunch.

the apartment is trashed and i have so much work tomorrow and josh comes home tomorrow night, eep! I hope I can rally a little bit in the morning, oooooops. just needed a day of nothingness, though. it's surprisingly helpful to clear my head, when i'm finally for once not constantly running around doing stuff.

going to see if i can set up my display and maybe rent a movie or watch something on disney+. it would be nice to be able to have movie night in my bedroom sometimes.

i finally stumbled onto some music i like, most of it is dark and "epic" sounding but that's okay. the new flight facilities album is great! "Move" and "Pain" are my favorites but lots of those tracks are really great.