photodump - summit prairie lookout in winter with the twins

(I poached us some eggs)



(Ben scrambled us some eggs the morning before)



(snowy deck)



(wood fired hot tub, currently cold)




(hot tub, a few hours after lighting the fire)




(ben's office)



(ben also made us fondue)



(in summer this oak has a hammock)




(ben's excited to ski)




(logging road = private ski trail)




(ben breaking trail)




(home again)




(in love with all the trees)




(twinning)




(tyler only took photos of my butt? lol)




(winter pastel sunrise from the cupula)

New Odesza

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it's so good!

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I've been trying to fix it
And find out what's been missing
I want to live a life that is worth living

One route, like there is no way out
They never teach you to reach the stars
No doubt, I'm feeling better now
Gave it a try, now enjoying the ride

So what if I fall?
Better that I try instead of nothing at all
Yeah I can say it's my fault
I really don't mind, at least I gave it a go

all is forgiven. all is love.

this was so needed in this moment. and shockingly resonant.

both the reading and the activation.

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(there's a point in the activation when astara suddenly stops and switches gears to protect the session from intrusion. this was the same second that josh opened his office door and disturbed me, and i could feel that he was going to come into my room if i didn't get up and close my door. it was eerie.

also her section about masks.)

being a starseed is hard work.

but worth it.

gratitude for this.

for the faeries.

for the resonance.

for the recalibration.

for restful sleep.

all is forgiven.

all is love.