Lunar eclipse last night, in Taurus, November 2022.

I made myself fill out my ballot. I hate doing that. There is never anything representative of what I actually believe in so it's an hour long exercise in compromise and concession and it's frustrating.

And I knew there was a lunar eclipse.

So I was reading horoscopes about it. This eclipse is in Taurus which is my sun sign, i thought maybe there's some sort of message for me.

But everything I found was saying THIS IS A TIME OF MASSIVE TRANSFORMATION AND CHANGES HOLD ON TO YOUR HATS BE READY TO END YOUR RELATIONSHIPS AND UPGRADE YOUR CAREER and blah blah blah blaaahhhhh.

None of that resonated.

I've already changed everything. I am made of change.

Dragged Josh out when the moon came up. It's November and we've had endless rain, but the clouds were starting to break up, the moon was fuzzy fuzzy.

I fell asleep to The Starless Sea audiobook.

And woke up around 12:30am, and the moon was half eclipsed. I could see it from the couch, so I grabbed my tinkerbell pillow and curled up under my halloween blanket and watched it through the rushing clouds, blinking at me like a cat, until I fell back asleep. I felt connected to the universe and to Lunar.

And then I woke up a little after 2am, and watched the clouds for a while.

And the dark eclipsed moon peeked out through the clouds, eerie and perfect.

Hello dark red moon.

I felt so held and connected.

I'm so glad I got to see it.

So beautiful.

I fell back asleep.

An hour later I woke up one more time, to thick clouds. Grabbed my pillow and went back to bed.

Thank you, moon.

I did not feel massive transformation.

All I felt was healing, and reassurance.

Maybe that's all the transformation I need.