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Okay, I watched the first episode of Wednesday and I love it.
It's not just Addam's Family, it's its own thing, I get it now.
( some very mild not-really-spoilers at all but hiding here anyway )
I did take a break, after the Nero scene, and indulged in my first sugary treat in days. A customer gave me one of her home made caramel chocolate covered pretzels.
It was the most divine experience, omg. I sank into it and savored its meltiness and dance of sweet/salty/creamy/crispy while listening to Alice Glass' "Without Love" and texting with Finley. It was such a deeply satisfying and delicious indulgence, wow.
I've been restricting calories a bit, I may have become slightly food-obsessed and mildly starved, today. Only I think because I was operating on 4.5 hours of sleep. As in, if I'd gotten enough sleep the amount of calories I consumed would have been enough, but since I'm stressed by lack of sleep, my body is asking for more.
I had the most amazing night at Shadowplay Thursday night. Like usual. Derek played Demons for me as soon as I walked in and I gave him a big hug and scolded him for not letting me get a drink first lol. He took good care of me, played me sooooooo many songs. And shared some new stuff with me. hawt.
Amanda came up behind me and gave me a loooooong hug.
I broke my little gold body chain thing dancing oops, that didn't last long. Was fun while it lasted. I dance too hard lol.
Derek played some beautiful new stuff I hadn't heard before.
I kinda wish I was there tonight but I am too tired.
Had a nice chat out on the sidewalk and met another new person, had some yummy snacks when I got home, there's nothing like late night heated up leftover burrito after drinking and dancing, right?
I have switched from IPAs to a pale ale called Lurker by Ghost Town, this is gentler and less alcohol so I actually feel a lot better the next morning, if I stick to my 2 drink limit with this stuff. Which I was able to do last night. Grateful.
I couldn't figure out how to get my horns off when I got home so I slept in them and wore them all day today, lol.
I got 4.5 hrs of sleep, had a walk with Cynthia before work, such a beautiful day for walking. We've added weight blocks to this, we carried 9lbs each today, and definitely felt it.
Came home and had a very nourishing breakfast of avocado toast with cooked salmon and hemp seeds on top, and an apple. Lunch was sheep's milk yogurt with peanut butter and bananas, goji berries, pomegranate seeds, chai, matcha, lemon powder, hemp seeds, turmeric, ginger, a dash of pepper and sea salt. Also had an almond milk latte and a handful of almonds.
Got groceries on the way home, Josh requested some chicken and green pepper, I cooked him rice and veggies to go with it, and I finished my black rice and lentils and salmon for dinner, along with some beans and veggies and seared onions/cabbage/carrot/purple daikon, and another couple sprinkles of hemp seeds. And then that caramel pretzel heavenly delight.
Gregory gave me a couple tea bags from this vendor Sean that we found at the farmers market, and it was the most magical tea. I think it is the reason I was able to get through my entire work day on 4ish hrs of sleep without dying. The tea is made with young fir tips and other things and it is so soothing and smooth and delicious, and smells a little like christmas. So delightful and it felt really nourishing. I shared with my customers also if they wanted to try it.
So grateful to have tea at the studio, now.
every customer was a total joy, it was a good day for sparkling.
Sold some more earrings, too, I need to request more!
...
Josh came in and sat on my couch after I finished Wednesday and we had a loooooooooooong several hours long conversation about life and love and dance and friendship and feelings and the future and the past and friendships and covid and sports and all the things. It was really, really nice. I love him so, forever and ever and always. I want to live the rest of my life with him. I so look forward to our lives together. I am so grateful and fortunate and lucky. This is wonderful and just keeps getting better. Marriage is a blast.
...
Still need to do my passport application.
I might get an air tag for Derrick's birthday tomorrow? I'm really struggling with what to get him. That seems universally useful and like a fun toy.
Part of me still wants to try to throw together a last minute Krampus costume, but the time is getting late for that. We shall seeeeeee.
It's not just Addam's Family, it's its own thing, I get it now.
( some very mild not-really-spoilers at all but hiding here anyway )
I did take a break, after the Nero scene, and indulged in my first sugary treat in days. A customer gave me one of her home made caramel chocolate covered pretzels.
It was the most divine experience, omg. I sank into it and savored its meltiness and dance of sweet/salty/creamy/crispy while listening to Alice Glass' "Without Love" and texting with Finley. It was such a deeply satisfying and delicious indulgence, wow.
I've been restricting calories a bit, I may have become slightly food-obsessed and mildly starved, today. Only I think because I was operating on 4.5 hours of sleep. As in, if I'd gotten enough sleep the amount of calories I consumed would have been enough, but since I'm stressed by lack of sleep, my body is asking for more.
I had the most amazing night at Shadowplay Thursday night. Like usual. Derek played Demons for me as soon as I walked in and I gave him a big hug and scolded him for not letting me get a drink first lol. He took good care of me, played me sooooooo many songs. And shared some new stuff with me. hawt.
Amanda came up behind me and gave me a loooooong hug.
I broke my little gold body chain thing dancing oops, that didn't last long. Was fun while it lasted. I dance too hard lol.
Derek played some beautiful new stuff I hadn't heard before.
I kinda wish I was there tonight but I am too tired.
Had a nice chat out on the sidewalk and met another new person, had some yummy snacks when I got home, there's nothing like late night heated up leftover burrito after drinking and dancing, right?
I have switched from IPAs to a pale ale called Lurker by Ghost Town, this is gentler and less alcohol so I actually feel a lot better the next morning, if I stick to my 2 drink limit with this stuff. Which I was able to do last night. Grateful.
I couldn't figure out how to get my horns off when I got home so I slept in them and wore them all day today, lol.
I got 4.5 hrs of sleep, had a walk with Cynthia before work, such a beautiful day for walking. We've added weight blocks to this, we carried 9lbs each today, and definitely felt it.
Came home and had a very nourishing breakfast of avocado toast with cooked salmon and hemp seeds on top, and an apple. Lunch was sheep's milk yogurt with peanut butter and bananas, goji berries, pomegranate seeds, chai, matcha, lemon powder, hemp seeds, turmeric, ginger, a dash of pepper and sea salt. Also had an almond milk latte and a handful of almonds.
Got groceries on the way home, Josh requested some chicken and green pepper, I cooked him rice and veggies to go with it, and I finished my black rice and lentils and salmon for dinner, along with some beans and veggies and seared onions/cabbage/carrot/purple daikon, and another couple sprinkles of hemp seeds. And then that caramel pretzel heavenly delight.
Gregory gave me a couple tea bags from this vendor Sean that we found at the farmers market, and it was the most magical tea. I think it is the reason I was able to get through my entire work day on 4ish hrs of sleep without dying. The tea is made with young fir tips and other things and it is so soothing and smooth and delicious, and smells a little like christmas. So delightful and it felt really nourishing. I shared with my customers also if they wanted to try it.
So grateful to have tea at the studio, now.
every customer was a total joy, it was a good day for sparkling.
Sold some more earrings, too, I need to request more!
...
Josh came in and sat on my couch after I finished Wednesday and we had a loooooooooooong several hours long conversation about life and love and dance and friendship and feelings and the future and the past and friendships and covid and sports and all the things. It was really, really nice. I love him so, forever and ever and always. I want to live the rest of my life with him. I so look forward to our lives together. I am so grateful and fortunate and lucky. This is wonderful and just keeps getting better. Marriage is a blast.
...
Still need to do my passport application.
I might get an air tag for Derrick's birthday tomorrow? I'm really struggling with what to get him. That seems universally useful and like a fun toy.
Part of me still wants to try to throw together a last minute Krampus costume, but the time is getting late for that. We shall seeeeeee.
