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painful Tuesday.
Dec. 6th, 2022 06:26 pmcrashed hard but i guess that makes sense after a double-header. i skated really hard, today, and then Josh wanted to go for a walk so we climbed Tabor. probably not more than 500' of elevation gain walking but my legs are shot and i feel terrible, my head hurts, my legs hurt, my skin hurts, my shoulder/collarbone is giving me stabbing pains, definitely in another flare. i ate a bunch of food and i feel gross but josh thinks i'm still not eating enough, and he's kinda right, at least protein-wise. i am cooking some black rice with green lentils because i don't know what else to do, i don't have any red meat here and that sounds gross anyway. the turkey bone broth is ready, i will sip some of that, maybe it will help.
i want to bake. roast the pumpkins and make a pear tart or crisp and bake some cookies. i don't know what kind of cookies. gift cookies, i don't want to actually eat any. just the pie and crisp for me.
i want to buy little xmas gloves at freddies, maybe pick up some sherpa chai for josh there.
need to check the coop to make sure josh's granola doesn't have any peanuts, i checked when i bought it but feel like i should check again.
want to get more groceries at the other store that carries the rice josh likes and the pink salt i like. but that can wait. (so can the cookies tbh.)
and i want to watch some more Wednesday. I watched the first two episodes and liked them very much.
i hope i can come around to not hating the dance. (i saw it on social media before i was aware the show had even been created yet.) i guess i just feel like, she's kind of... making fun of us? (those of us who dance in the shadows genuinely, not ironically or psychotically.) maybe in context it won't feel that way.
gathered some branches at Tabor, i can make some holiday swag now. it smells nice. helps make up for the lack of living tree. my false tree was purchased for $15 in 2002, it is metal with papery needles and looks real enough and is the perfect size for a small apartment. i shipped it here from Boston when i moved back after grad school. pretty great.
need to get some more decorations up tonight maybe.
and clean up my doompile of an office/bedroom.
one day.
i am so tired.
kind of tempted to drive somewhere and get a burger or something, i have no meat here and i can't remember the last time i ate any. i feel like i'm dying.
i want to bake. roast the pumpkins and make a pear tart or crisp and bake some cookies. i don't know what kind of cookies. gift cookies, i don't want to actually eat any. just the pie and crisp for me.
i want to buy little xmas gloves at freddies, maybe pick up some sherpa chai for josh there.
need to check the coop to make sure josh's granola doesn't have any peanuts, i checked when i bought it but feel like i should check again.
want to get more groceries at the other store that carries the rice josh likes and the pink salt i like. but that can wait. (so can the cookies tbh.)
and i want to watch some more Wednesday. I watched the first two episodes and liked them very much.
i hope i can come around to not hating the dance. (i saw it on social media before i was aware the show had even been created yet.) i guess i just feel like, she's kind of... making fun of us? (those of us who dance in the shadows genuinely, not ironically or psychotically.) maybe in context it won't feel that way.
gathered some branches at Tabor, i can make some holiday swag now. it smells nice. helps make up for the lack of living tree. my false tree was purchased for $15 in 2002, it is metal with papery needles and looks real enough and is the perfect size for a small apartment. i shipped it here from Boston when i moved back after grad school. pretty great.
need to get some more decorations up tonight maybe.
and clean up my doompile of an office/bedroom.
one day.
i am so tired.
kind of tempted to drive somewhere and get a burger or something, i have no meat here and i can't remember the last time i ate any. i feel like i'm dying.
