early tuesday

wasn't able to book green ridge lookout, but Josh didn't really want it anyway, it would have been for our anniversary. I knew it was a long shot, and also it was greedy of me, I already have it booked twice in the spring, why do I need it again in fall? I can also go during the week so no need to aim for the more popular weekends. I'll try again later this week.

It's nice to have clean floors when padding around the apartment in the dark early morning hours on bare feet.

I missed the lookout, but I did catch the softest mauve colors in the sunrise. that was a treat.

Time to brew some early coffee and get dressed for a walk with Cynthia.

ew.

can I just say that i have a huge pet peeve about women who are pregnant or new mothers insisting that it's better (for others, not themselves) not to have children.

especially when there is a hint of "there's not enough room in this world for my kid AND yours" behind it.

grosses me out.

your kid doing better for lack of competition is not the reason I abstained, it never was, and it never will be the reason anybody does, sorry not sorry.

in related news, i'm going to have to unfollow another pregnant friend on social media in order to stay sane lol