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Apr. 23rd, 2023
don't forget to bring a towel
Apr. 23rd, 2023 02:29 pma day when it feels good to feel hungry. going to try to hold out until dinner to eat. i plateaued at 130lbs and i would like to get to 126lbs for my birthday if i can manage it. 130lbs is generally tends to be where i hold steady most of the time, so it's going to require a bit more fasting here and there. i can do it.
i love love love new romantic attachments that push me to care about my outward appearance more. i was researching teeth whitening procedures last night (my home kit from my dentist is not working at all - too much coffee, plus old tetracycline and minocycline medications poorly prescribed by stupid doctors in my early 20s - they cause greying of teeth, among other horrible side effects, which of course nobody told me) and as soon as Josh saw what i was doing he blurted out, "I'll pay for it!" i love him so.
i should bake. cynthia requested pie. there are apples and pears that are no longer quite crisp enough to eat raw, but still fresh and sweet enough for a decadent crisp or tarts.
and there needs to be cookies, on cold soaking rainy days like this. ginger honey butter shortbread?
we ran in the rain. i don't think i've ever gotten as drenched running, except maybe that one time on the beach. thick mist that gathered on my lashes and dripped into my eyes, again and again, i had to blink it away as it was trying to wash out my contacts.
josh didn't bring anything to change into (the forecast had not called for rain) so i had to give him a shirt and my jacket. i brought a dry sweater and hoodie also, thankfully, so we were still able to sit and have treats in a coffee shop after.
dancing tonight! derek is DJing at Hive, a rare event. I missed Shadowplay this week so I'm lucky i have another chance to see him. need to figure out what to wear. i want drama, lots of drama.
i love love love new romantic attachments that push me to care about my outward appearance more. i was researching teeth whitening procedures last night (my home kit from my dentist is not working at all - too much coffee, plus old tetracycline and minocycline medications poorly prescribed by stupid doctors in my early 20s - they cause greying of teeth, among other horrible side effects, which of course nobody told me) and as soon as Josh saw what i was doing he blurted out, "I'll pay for it!" i love him so.
i should bake. cynthia requested pie. there are apples and pears that are no longer quite crisp enough to eat raw, but still fresh and sweet enough for a decadent crisp or tarts.
and there needs to be cookies, on cold soaking rainy days like this. ginger honey butter shortbread?
we ran in the rain. i don't think i've ever gotten as drenched running, except maybe that one time on the beach. thick mist that gathered on my lashes and dripped into my eyes, again and again, i had to blink it away as it was trying to wash out my contacts.
josh didn't bring anything to change into (the forecast had not called for rain) so i had to give him a shirt and my jacket. i brought a dry sweater and hoodie also, thankfully, so we were still able to sit and have treats in a coffee shop after.
dancing tonight! derek is DJing at Hive, a rare event. I missed Shadowplay this week so I'm lucky i have another chance to see him. need to figure out what to wear. i want drama, lots of drama.
still healing
Apr. 23rd, 2023 07:49 pmI like this little series of dreamy techno songs from this EDDIE artist on Mau5trap, nice for a mellow evening, after baking pie and cookies, and before showering and figuring out and outfit for Hive.
I wish my new red harness was here! I bought a pair of black shredded leggings and shorts for it since I got a lower garter belt style piece with the cage harness, you know kinda like laura croft style, straps linking the belt and the straps around the thighs, so that won't go over the usual skirts i tend to wear when stompy dancing and summer will be too hot for the catsuits and shiny pants.
i almost impulse-bought a pair of red over the knee gogo boots to go with it but I somehow stopped myself. honestly i think i'd like them better if they were higher platforms, even though i'm already so tall.
I wish my new red harness was here! I bought a pair of black shredded leggings and shorts for it since I got a lower garter belt style piece with the cage harness, you know kinda like laura croft style, straps linking the belt and the straps around the thighs, so that won't go over the usual skirts i tend to wear when stompy dancing and summer will be too hot for the catsuits and shiny pants.
i almost impulse-bought a pair of red over the knee gogo boots to go with it but I somehow stopped myself. honestly i think i'd like them better if they were higher platforms, even though i'm already so tall.