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silver linings i guess
Oct. 16th, 2023 10:31 amaaaaannnnnndddd my appts website just crashed. so I can't do my work. the one thing i was actually motivated to do rn lol.
I feel like giving up on everything.
why is my coffee broken?
maybe tool will help.
the maintenance guy cleared our clogged drain in the bathroom. i was actually really stressed about it being like that for Natasha's visit but I did not ask for help because i figured he'd say no - in the past he would say "the water is still running" even if it's slow until it is literally completely stopped up and ONLY THEN would he fix it. but this time he noticed somehow on his own and offered to clear it for us. I'm shocked. maybe it's his way of apologizing for making my life hell the past couple of months, ha.
everything is fine, i'm just stressed and grumpy this morning i dunno. kinda tired. i feel uncared for in some sort of way i can't put my finger on. i hate how overweight and gross i feel, being sick really messed up my body composition. i will feel better if i can get a run in, today.
I feel like giving up on everything.
why is my coffee broken?
maybe tool will help.
the maintenance guy cleared our clogged drain in the bathroom. i was actually really stressed about it being like that for Natasha's visit but I did not ask for help because i figured he'd say no - in the past he would say "the water is still running" even if it's slow until it is literally completely stopped up and ONLY THEN would he fix it. but this time he noticed somehow on his own and offered to clear it for us. I'm shocked. maybe it's his way of apologizing for making my life hell the past couple of months, ha.
everything is fine, i'm just stressed and grumpy this morning i dunno. kinda tired. i feel uncared for in some sort of way i can't put my finger on. i hate how overweight and gross i feel, being sick really messed up my body composition. i will feel better if i can get a run in, today.
