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Apr. 2nd, 2026
almost fun.
Apr. 2nd, 2026 08:40 pmCould go to Shadowplay tonight, would need to jump in the shower like now.
It's hard though, my legs are so sore from climbing Dog too fast on Tuesday, and I worry about my lil ears.
I have time in the morning for silks and I'd like to use it.
I get to have therapy tomorrow and honestly that can be more fun after dancing. But not always.
I'd love to save energy for housework tomorrow instead of being wrecked from the club.
But me being able to go to the club, and feeling even vaguely good enough to do so, won't last forever.
They posted a lil snippet of me dancing on Insta for tonight, I was totally unaware of any recording happening at that moment. I do remember having only a meh time that night but feeling good in that particular moment.
Tonight would require big horns and big makeup, after the weirdness I experienced last week.
Cannot count on a Finley sighting, but it's a possibility. He's more free now that he's self-employed.
Maybe I'll just shower and see how I feel. Bed sounds very tempting.
Ate well today, an appropriate amount of snacks. Worked but not too hard, all feels somewhat stable.
We might be getting silks installed in the house in a week or two. Dave thinks he can just cut through the ceiling a little bit on either side and wrap the beam. YAY. He as very brave and climbed around through blown insulation in the attic. We are very well insulated! Which bodes well for summer. But we already knew that, having first visited the house in 80 degree weather and it was cool in here, with no a/c. (I'm still kind of mad that we did that but oh well, it's over. It will absolutely be better for any wildfires in hot weather in the future. So if we end up staying here forever, it will be better for our aging lungs. Can I just say that I am angry that this is a consideration, growing up in Portland in the 80s-90s-00s we never had wildfire smoke; now it's an annual occurrence and I hate it.) For the time being, I might lean on Tyler to borrow his silks to rig mine, until I can get a second pair or a rope or something else to climb and switch out when I want to take my silks outside. He said I could. He is the best.
Seems like the trend in self-help pop-psychotherapy is to thwart the Default Mode Network, that constant source of driveling babbling "mind chatter" that goes on in ones head when we are distracted and/or unfocused. I'm all for that.
I think I need to give Born to Flourish a second listen.
I was able to do my inventory count for a customer last night before bed, it took everything I had but I managed and it was totally fine and not that hard. It's funny how much dread can come from tasks that turn out to be relatively chill. Sometimes the dread is legit though.
Josh asked me to show him how to clean his bathroom sink, last night and I ended up scrubbing out the tub at the same time - I don't go in there much now that we each have our own, and didn't realize it needed it. He's so cute. He just didn't know where the cleaning supplies were, or how to use them really. I tried to explain what oxalic acid is. :) It's not bleach! It doesn't need to sit! It makes everything shiny! :) It was almost fun.
We have a frost advisory tonight and it's supposed to be 74 degrees on Sunday. Oh, April.
It's hard though, my legs are so sore from climbing Dog too fast on Tuesday, and I worry about my lil ears.
I have time in the morning for silks and I'd like to use it.
I get to have therapy tomorrow and honestly that can be more fun after dancing. But not always.
I'd love to save energy for housework tomorrow instead of being wrecked from the club.
But me being able to go to the club, and feeling even vaguely good enough to do so, won't last forever.
They posted a lil snippet of me dancing on Insta for tonight, I was totally unaware of any recording happening at that moment. I do remember having only a meh time that night but feeling good in that particular moment.
Tonight would require big horns and big makeup, after the weirdness I experienced last week.
Cannot count on a Finley sighting, but it's a possibility. He's more free now that he's self-employed.
Maybe I'll just shower and see how I feel. Bed sounds very tempting.
Ate well today, an appropriate amount of snacks. Worked but not too hard, all feels somewhat stable.
We might be getting silks installed in the house in a week or two. Dave thinks he can just cut through the ceiling a little bit on either side and wrap the beam. YAY. He as very brave and climbed around through blown insulation in the attic. We are very well insulated! Which bodes well for summer. But we already knew that, having first visited the house in 80 degree weather and it was cool in here, with no a/c. (I'm still kind of mad that we did that but oh well, it's over. It will absolutely be better for any wildfires in hot weather in the future. So if we end up staying here forever, it will be better for our aging lungs. Can I just say that I am angry that this is a consideration, growing up in Portland in the 80s-90s-00s we never had wildfire smoke; now it's an annual occurrence and I hate it.) For the time being, I might lean on Tyler to borrow his silks to rig mine, until I can get a second pair or a rope or something else to climb and switch out when I want to take my silks outside. He said I could. He is the best.
Seems like the trend in self-help pop-psychotherapy is to thwart the Default Mode Network, that constant source of driveling babbling "mind chatter" that goes on in ones head when we are distracted and/or unfocused. I'm all for that.
I think I need to give Born to Flourish a second listen.
I was able to do my inventory count for a customer last night before bed, it took everything I had but I managed and it was totally fine and not that hard. It's funny how much dread can come from tasks that turn out to be relatively chill. Sometimes the dread is legit though.
Josh asked me to show him how to clean his bathroom sink, last night and I ended up scrubbing out the tub at the same time - I don't go in there much now that we each have our own, and didn't realize it needed it. He's so cute. He just didn't know where the cleaning supplies were, or how to use them really. I tried to explain what oxalic acid is. :) It's not bleach! It doesn't need to sit! It makes everything shiny! :) It was almost fun.
We have a frost advisory tonight and it's supposed to be 74 degrees on Sunday. Oh, April.