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Jan. 25th, 2021 08:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
serafaerydidn't do too great on my list today.
*research cremation/call renee cremation scheduled, chaplain will join us there Monday.
*email contacts about mom okay got that done, i think i need a cocktail and some hunky vamps, yes this is the prescription for the night i believe
* research resting places (looked at one cemetery and the memorial park bench)
* unemployment claim stuff - fail
* sparkling stuff - did the barest minimum here
* go over loan documents and sign - all of the no
* do something about this desk - heckin no
* put clothes away - i put away about 1/3rd of them?
* schedule time this week for taxes, just take a couple of steps, no pressure to finish, just start - yeahno
* call ben - chickened out and texted asking to reschedule for tomorrow if possible
UGH I suck.
I did bike to the grocery store though and replenished our food and supplies, got some beautiful fruit, some tasty treats that were on sale, and decided to bake Josh an early birthday pie rather than cave and go back to stupid vampire show. But now it's nearly 9 and I still want vamp show and I want to avoid all of the above.
saw a sweet little tiny rainbow on my bike ride. it was freezing, overcast with just a few sunbreaks, and some distant mist fell for a few moments, kissing my cheeks and nose.
this is dumb, this life thing, what is the point, it's here and then it's gone, for what.
I guess I could try sending the email about mom. I can just cut and paste what I already posted online. I'm scared that I'm not thinking straight enough to do anything regarding unemployment or loans, currently. But when will I be thinking clearly? I have no idea.
how can it already be a week since i got that call while i was with tyler.
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* research resting places (looked at one cemetery and the memorial park bench)
* unemployment claim stuff - fail
* sparkling stuff - did the barest minimum here
* go over loan documents and sign - all of the no
* do something about this desk - heckin no
* put clothes away - i put away about 1/3rd of them?
* schedule time this week for taxes, just take a couple of steps, no pressure to finish, just start - yeahno
* call ben - chickened out and texted asking to reschedule for tomorrow if possible
UGH I suck.
I did bike to the grocery store though and replenished our food and supplies, got some beautiful fruit, some tasty treats that were on sale, and decided to bake Josh an early birthday pie rather than cave and go back to stupid vampire show. But now it's nearly 9 and I still want vamp show and I want to avoid all of the above.
saw a sweet little tiny rainbow on my bike ride. it was freezing, overcast with just a few sunbreaks, and some distant mist fell for a few moments, kissing my cheeks and nose.
this is dumb, this life thing, what is the point, it's here and then it's gone, for what.
I guess I could try sending the email about mom. I can just cut and paste what I already posted online. I'm scared that I'm not thinking straight enough to do anything regarding unemployment or loans, currently. But when will I be thinking clearly? I have no idea.
how can it already be a week since i got that call while i was with tyler.
