random observations

[serafaery]

also, it's so cute that avalanche has decided that the coyote tail is her new favorite toy. this was her dad's favorite, she definitely takes after Taiga. the bigger she gets the more she looks and acts like him.

also, i heard a thing on the radio that millennials are the "first generation" to expect to be less well-off than their parents.

they said this about us.

it's wild to me how gen-x just gets utterly forgotten. like we never existed.

it's difficult for me to get over the jealousy of people who have families and inheritances and support.

but i can still love.

i think... something about what i need from my therapist... is to just.... show me....... ways that i might be.....

care-for-able?

i don't feel very cared for. i feel loved. which i'm endlessly grateful for. but there's a difference.

there's something here, i'm just not finding the right words to express my needs.

they're kinda buried. in a lot of shame, i suspect.

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[theradicalchild]

Yeah, I read that about millennials from a Facebook article, the first generation of Americans since the turn of the nineteenth century in such a state. I do my damndest to advance my standing where I live, but the effort often feels wasted, and as an autistic, when my parents die (unless I predecease them, which could be possible since they stress me out often and I can't move out for financial reasons), I dread about ending destitute, even with the support of my younger brother, who's made a pretty decent living. I don't want to be a worrywart about the future, but I also don't want to be blindly optimistic about it, in going with the expression "cool heads will prevail," which I hope they will.