suckage.

Nervous about painting at the zoo this weekend. I'm not good at animals. I'm not really good at anything, I just enjoy dragging paint across people's skin with a brush and then sticking sparkles on them, heh.

Hopefully tonight I will actually follow through with my plan to hang with Josh's cats and practice on myself. Monday night that didn't work out because his roommate was there-but-not-there - the kitchen looked as if he was about to start cooking dinner, his laptop was open on the diningroom table with half a glass of wine next to it, but he was nowhere to be found. I was afraid he was hiding from me. Felt weird about hanging out, so I took off.

Maybe if he's there again tonight I'll just visit the cats briefly and paint at home.

I need to paint, damnit!

suckage.

Nervous about painting at the zoo this weekend. I'm not good at animals. I'm not really good at anything, I just enjoy dragging paint across people's skin with a brush and then sticking sparkles on them, heh.

Hopefully tonight I will actually follow through with my plan to hang with Josh's cats and practice on myself. Monday night that didn't work out because his roommate was there-but-not-there - the kitchen looked as if he was about to start cooking dinner, his laptop was open on the diningroom table with half a glass of wine next to it, but he was nowhere to be found. I was afraid he was hiding from me. Felt weird about hanging out, so I took off.

Maybe if he's there again tonight I'll just visit the cats briefly and paint at home.

I need to paint, damnit!