Not feel good.

Was a total wreck all day yesterday. Crying the entire day at my desk, enough to startle and upset people as they came by. Upset over my family, my work, my physical condition, my stupid hobbies that I don't even like half the time, my sick cat, my lack of skating, my lack of any real support structure.

Not feel good.

Was a total wreck all day yesterday. Crying the entire day at my desk, enough to startle and upset people as they came by. Upset over my family, my work, my physical condition, my stupid hobbies that I don't even like half the time, my sick cat, my lack of skating, my lack of any real support structure.

Meep.

I'm really good at looking on the bleak side of things.

My job takes good care of me and is normally not very stressful. I have good friends and people who love me, like a lot. I could be in better shape but I'm still pretty damn fine. My kitty was sick but she's probably going to be okay - just having some kinks learning to manage her illnes with the change in weather.

Sorry for being such a whineyface.

...

Gunna go have a beer w/ Josh and see a show w/ Chris. I want to go home and clean my filthy room, and make sure Willow is okay, but I need to spend time with my friends, too. I've been too withdrawn, lately.

Meep.

I'm really good at looking on the bleak side of things.

My job takes good care of me and is normally not very stressful. I have good friends and people who love me, like a lot. I could be in better shape but I'm still pretty damn fine. My kitty was sick but she's probably going to be okay - just having some kinks learning to manage her illnes with the change in weather.

Sorry for being such a whineyface.

...

Gunna go have a beer w/ Josh and see a show w/ Chris. I want to go home and clean my filthy room, and make sure Willow is okay, but I need to spend time with my friends, too. I've been too withdrawn, lately.