Marriage is mostly wonderful.

Edit: I texted this to Tyler and he's picking me up to go dance :) and josh volunteered to make his own tacos for dinner. Aww. 😍


I feel too fat and old and ugly to dance and josh refuses to go dancing with me unless it's live free jazz music. It's a horrible feeling. I would love to go learn zouk tonight if I had any support whatsoever. I'm so tired of dancing alone and sitting for two thirds of the night. He's pouting because I'm tired and stressed and hot and don't want to cook. End rant.

Want to dance, but so afraid. There will be other dance nights when I don't feel like shit.

Madoc died in July of last year and covid stress still feels traumatic. I didn't touch my mask once today and do I still do my daily washing of it? I feel awful.