(no subject)

bit fried from 3hrs of tech support for my octogenarian step-parents today - i want to catch up on my work but cannnot brain now lol.

for some reason the faeries are not allowing me to order them a new case and screen protector for their phone? ebay just spins out when I select "add to cart" - this has never happened, I'm so confused.

maybe i should get off the screen and attend to the apartment for now, work online after the sun goes down, when things are cooler and clearer.

it's very hot today and i crave more sunshine. (even though i'll be on the beach all day tomorrow modeling for a photographer friend)

ungrounded uncentered off balance who am i was there ever a who to begin with aaahhhh

oof so distractable! need to do work, need to do chores, bouncing around social media, listening to a meditation podcast and thinking about dissolution of ego, flirting with people over text, i'm a flurry of slightly productive mostly useless effervescence lol

note to self

put derm appts and doctor appts in calendar

(holy attention deficit batman)