moods - dissonance

just a smudge of carbon.

a bundle of mysteries and polarities.

depressed and elated.

thanatos and eros.

desperation for survival and wishing to escape.

energy and fatigue.

divinity and meaninglessness.

delight and despair, delirium and clarity.

love and more love, loneliness and revulsion.

sunshine and dark thoughts.

white kitten, black toe beans.

the most amazing husband who has to be coaxed into connection.

sober and over-caffeinated.

somehow both over- and under-worked, over- and under-fed.

i have no idea who i am or what i am doing.

let the faeries decide.

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