this was triggered by watching a salmon swim into a spout in a dam and somehow force its way through

i hate dams on rivers.

i hate war.

i hate pollution - i hate humanity's destructiveness and wastefulness.

nature tries *so hard* to care for us and all we do is poison and burn.

i hate hate hate humanity so much right now.

rage.

it's days like this that the chronic fear of death i usually feel momentarily subsides. at least there will be one less horrible wasteful garbage-making human.

so glad i don't have kids.