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I'm so manic right now, trying to calm down, I'm driving Josh crazy, bouncing off the walls in my black and orange halloween leggings, ack. I got up at 8:30am and ran with him at Overlook Park, changed into my unicorn onesie and rode to the farmers market in the sunshine after. So ridiculous, so much fun. My friends at the market laughed in delight at my silliness. Winter Greens and Sweet Leaf were both missing so there wasn't much for me to purchase, but I still had fun. I'm wired on way toooooo muccch coffeeeeeeee oops.

Listening to my winter mix and trying to calm down. Texted everyone asking for hh zoom: cynthia, natasha, gregory, brandie, karissa, gwen, jasmine, margaret. I just need some connection. Am I becoming extroverted?!? How do I make it stop? I think tyler's mom texted me with a phone number I don't recognize, someone texted me offering me tyler photos and that's the only person I could think of, aside from maybe his brother but Ben doesn't text with abbreviations like that.

Still bleeding like crazy, is it a perimenopause thing to have heavier longer periods? Or is this just a result of finally going off birth control and getting all those synthetic hormones flushed from my system? How do I stop menopause? I don't want it, actually. It's going to cause bone loss and shit. I don't want to age. How to postpone indefinitely? plz k thx. A friend of mine I used to sparkle, her grandma ruby just died, at 110!!!!!! This lady was my inspiration and hope for my own longevity. Do want. I will see if I can make it that far. She lived independently her entire life, and only stopped driving at 106 I think?

trying to get my energy out with handstands lol