let's gooooooo serafaery.

[serafaery]

Having a really hard time committing to the redwoods visit next week. I have my camp site in my cart and ready to be paid for, I know where I'm going, I haven't planned what to do each day but there are lots of easy options, it's something I want to do alone, there's nobody to consult on this but myself. i just can't pull the trigger for some reason? it's a long drive and a lot of time on my own, but that's usually a good thing for me. There are things to be nervous about, of course - going to a new, unknown area is always a little scary - but this is something I've wanted to do for so long and I just have this scary feeling it may be my only chance. I want to see Joshua Tree one day, too, but I want to do this first. sigh. I don't want to make a fearful decision but I also don't want to keep holding myself back. I'm also afraid some emergency might come up and I'll have to cancel, but the camp site isn't that expensive. I should just buy the damn camp site lol.