shadowplay fae
Feb. 10th, 2024 06:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
serafaeryfeeling really tired and down at the moment. mood just completely collapsed once i got my orders done today, i don't know why but i'm so miserable. maybe it's pms. or something i ate. or just fatigue. or the weight of the world as reality seeps in through my attempts to keep it at bay, i dunno.
one thing that cheers me up are these little moments caught on video - i didn't know my DJ was streaming his set thursday night - which doesn't always go great since yt strikes some of the songs, but anyway, there is a capture of me non-consentually grabbing and squeezing derek's shoulders that just... gives me peace.
(queued to grabby moment - was digging my nails into his chest on the low grinding sounds.)
(Ah, also this moment when he commented, "You seem like you're having fun tonight." I was. He makes me really happy, this human.)
(Ah and one more where I molested him a tiny bit during Confetti. It's a shame that DJs are impossible to dance with - kind of like not being able to interact with a puppeteer?)
one thing that cheers me up are these little moments caught on video - i didn't know my DJ was streaming his set thursday night - which doesn't always go great since yt strikes some of the songs, but anyway, there is a capture of me non-consentually grabbing and squeezing derek's shoulders that just... gives me peace.
(queued to grabby moment - was digging my nails into his chest on the low grinding sounds.)
(Ah, also this moment when he commented, "You seem like you're having fun tonight." I was. He makes me really happy, this human.)
(Ah and one more where I molested him a tiny bit during Confetti. It's a shame that DJs are impossible to dance with - kind of like not being able to interact with a puppeteer?)
