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Nov. 8th, 2011 02:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
serafaerynever pick up pennies from the street, anymore.
i don’t eat crepes, anymore.
haven’t picked up a piece of charcoal or pencil to draw with in months.
numb, today, after sobbing through the morning.
numbness is welcome.
the insignificance of humans is comforting. we’re all so useless and pointless. no sense getting upset about any of it. just ugly noisy apes making garbage and hurting each other carelessly. it’ll all be over soon.
there are still a few pretty things, in the meantime. can’t feel them today, but, it doesn’t matter.
searing hip pain with every step on my right foot. looking forward to makeshift physical therapy at aerial class, tonight. should have stretched during my week off, but, could barely breathe, so. it’s okay.
i don’t eat crepes, anymore.
haven’t picked up a piece of charcoal or pencil to draw with in months.
numb, today, after sobbing through the morning.
numbness is welcome.
the insignificance of humans is comforting. we’re all so useless and pointless. no sense getting upset about any of it. just ugly noisy apes making garbage and hurting each other carelessly. it’ll all be over soon.
there are still a few pretty things, in the meantime. can’t feel them today, but, it doesn’t matter.
searing hip pain with every step on my right foot. looking forward to makeshift physical therapy at aerial class, tonight. should have stretched during my week off, but, could barely breathe, so. it’s okay.
