![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
serafaeryToday is my mother's 77th birthday.
My brother and I took her to the park last Monday, as we do most weeks. Normally this is a peaceful time for her, but her paranoia was in full swing, this week. We are at a loss as to what to do for her.
She had such a full life and so many friends, when she was well. I wish there was some way to reduce her suffering and comfort her. I wish she could come live with me forever, like she keeps asking. Even if I quit work to care for her 24/7, I would still have to hire help to keep her safe and healthy, and I cannot financially or emotionally afford to do so. And I don't want to give up my entire life for her. So we do weekly visits and walks. And this is what they look like, now.
My brother and I took her to the park last Monday, as we do most weeks. Normally this is a peaceful time for her, but her paranoia was in full swing, this week. We are at a loss as to what to do for her.
She had such a full life and so many friends, when she was well. I wish there was some way to reduce her suffering and comfort her. I wish she could come live with me forever, like she keeps asking. Even if I quit work to care for her 24/7, I would still have to hire help to keep her safe and healthy, and I cannot financially or emotionally afford to do so. And I don't want to give up my entire life for her. So we do weekly visits and walks. And this is what they look like, now.
no subject
Date: 2019-06-16 04:11 am (UTC)It's Karen btw, faeryboots.
<3