reactionary, not rational.

Myrrh Larsen cheated on me with Liz Blake (2008), Sarah Shadly (2008, 2009), Star St. Germain (2008, 2009), Megan Hale (2009, 2011), and Corinn DeWaard (2011), that I know of.

We were just getting back together this summer after being broken up for two years. He was my third lover in my lifetime, and my best friend. I trusted him as I trust very few. He lied to me over and over, convincingly and terrifyingly skillfully. (One might venture to say, pathologically.)

I only just found out about all of this.

I am still very hurt and very angry.

I'm wondering why I shouldn't make the above a public facebook post. (Without the "pathologically' parenthetical - that's a little loaded.)

Because I shouldn't do things out of anger.

Because I do want to salvage some vestigial friendship with him at some distant point in the future.

Because it's not the girls' fault - some of them might get hurt.

Because I'm not a vengeful person.

Anything else?

I still want to.

:(

and we'll all float on, we'll all float on, we'll all float on.