food

What did I eat yesterday?

* coffee
* cookie crumbs
* almonds
* vegan taco
* tofu salad roll with peanut sauce
* apple

* 2 tiny oranges
* baked beans with vegan sausage, microgreens
* veggie taco with cheese
* cosmic crisp apple with a ton of nut butter
* 3 pieces of chocolate (I wanted more so badly)
* chai with cream x2
* more almonds

One thing I've realized is that restricting calories makes one a bit obsessed with food. I'm trying to stay healthy about this, I always want to eat more lately and I always struggle to control myself. But if I eat more my body hurts for it. This is better, this is better. I just wish there were a way to not feel so obsessive about it.

hopeful wednesday

So much I want to do, today:

* run

* write emails about sparkling
* update website
* update shipping
* schedule Friday sparklings
* insta/facebook posts about sparkling
* gbiz site update
* finish imovie project (self-sparkling blooper video)

* put away laundry
* thank you to Rodways
* bank run


* clean studio
* work on wings

* walkies with Gregory - reschedule if skiing tomorrow

* silks

* put away trip stuff
* clean up my disaster of a desk, put away wrapping paper (not taking down xmas anytime soon)

Store:
-zip lock bags
-water filters
-see if that sweater is still there
-flame raisins
-pecans, cashews
-oat flour

* clean kitchen
* BAKE ALL THE COOKIES (gingerbread and shortbread and banana bread for joshter)

* read

This is too ambitious, I know. Time to start chipping away. I've already had coffee, done my morning exercises, made breakfast for Josh, and swept and put away some stuff.

fudz

food so far today:

pumpkin spice turmeric coffee w/ cream
a million almonds
vegan taco
small chunk of oat flour no sugar banana bread
tiny bowl of leftover baked beans with vegan sausages
banana
apple
tiny orange
goji berries and raisins
tofu salad roll with peanut sauce
almond milk latte

went for a bike ride to laurelhurst and a walk with gregory, but i missed my chance for a non-soggy run. will go to the studio for a bit to do some actual work, I can't focus here.