stomach in knots

got my orders done, but upset with myself for not skating. sigh. constantly on edge waiting for supposed post-partum depression cat owner message uuuuuuuuugggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh *headdesk*

need some food.

I keep forgetting I took this day off sparkling to make up for working all day Monday which is usually my sacred day off, me-time day. It's okay to move slowly, it's okay. It's okay that I didn't cook breakfast for Josh. *sips coffee*