semi-private

Just another note that my most personal stuff is locked down for all but literally like 3 people, I just was worried that my spewing was unhealthy for people to be exposed to. But if you want to be exposed, lmk, I just need to make sure you aren't going to cross paths with any of the actual people I might talk about (or me for that matter, haha). read at your own risk! I've observed that my most emotional journalling is for the most part untrue processing of feelings in the moment. I might vent about the husband in ways that are entirely false, or see things in a really skewed way, but I just need to get it out, if that makes sense? Most of what I say here, maybe even publicly, isn't a genuine reflection of how I actually think and feel and behave in the world. It's just whatever randomness I'm feeling in the moment being expressed so that it doesn't percolate under the surface and disrupt my day. or something.

I think I'm getting a little bit better about posting public stuff when appropriate, like just, stuff about the cat or surfacy work or people/relationship stuffs. I dunno. I'm trying :)

got my teeth cleaned this morning, I'm so beside myself with joy to finally find a new dentist that I like, that's within walking distance, that is great. I will get back on my every six month routine and things will be soo much better, the cleaning today was a bit rough but that's my fault for not going for 2.5 years. I love getting my teeth cleaned actually, and I'm mad at myself for missing out on that experience over the last 2 years. teeth are important! I'm so glad I got to go. What a gift, to be able to have dental service, covered by insurance. This is the kind of stuff Josh wanted for me when he asked to marry me. Such a love. I am a lucky faery.