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saturday bliss.
Nov. 13th, 2021 07:38 pmhad such a nice time with Finley today, cuddling and watching Sense8 for 5 hours. I'm blissed out and walking around on clouds and not sure what to do next. Josh went to the gym, so I'm in the apartment alone, a rare thing. I just bought a new book on Audible that I'm excited to start but I don't want to just lie here, I want to accomplish something while listening, maybe should save it for bathtime? unsure. Listening to The Midnight, a band Finley and Wispra love. I might get to sparkle Wispra this week, we'll see. Fingers crossed. Finley and I cuddled and watched 3 very intense episodes of Sense8 and he let me sparkle him and he shared some personal stuff as did I but nothing too huge. It felt very light and fluffy and happy. I did not let things get sexy at all, barely even any little snuck kisses on his shoulder, very light and happy and good.
Tyler agreed to go dancing with me but not until an event in December, UGH torture. He posted the scariest/most stunningly beautiful photos of him ice climbing on mt hood. i'm happy for him and also scared to lose him up there. maybe i should try harder to follow him. he bought me an arctic puffy and moutaineering boots, but hasn't insisted i join him yet this season. it's still technically "off season" so maybe he's waiting for safer conditions. I continue to climb dog mountain to stay in shape for him. running for Finley's preference for my slenderness, climbing for Tyler's preference for my fitness and acclimation to altitude and the cold. The things we do for love.
I only had one coffee today, i might die?
Had a delicious pumpkin beer, Great Gourds of Fire, an organic ale from Hopworks with local farm pumpkin that is by far the best pumpkin beer I've ever had. It's already gone for the season and I have 1 can left and so wish I had bought more, alas. It's okay the last thing I need in my life is more beer, lol. Finley loved all the snax I brought tonight - almond flour rosemary sea salt crackers, midnight moon goat cheese, sliced pear and apple, and ginger and huckleberry kombucha.
The beer was just to take the edge off the headache and it totally worked, I was so relaxed. Cuddles were luxurious, I always feel so dreamy with him, my head spins from the softness of his skin.
Emancipator is playing tonight and I'm too covid-scared to go to an indoor show, sux.
Josh and I went for a run this morning and it was so nice. the fog and the end of the fall leaves, the mist and the kind barista afterward when we went to get tea and coffee. I think I will go to Astoria with him next weekend for that run he signed us up for, it'll be a nice getaway, and he got us a sexy swanky hotel room, maybe it'll be fun. I fear trying new things but this is why I married Josh (among other reasons); he keeps me active and healthy and pushes me out of my comfort zone. exactly what i need. so what if he doesn't touch me enough, he lets me have cuddle dates with people who do, so I'm cared for and my needs are met, I absolutely cannot complain.
trying to ping my leads for salsa tonight but part of me wants to just curl up on the couch with some popcorn and listen to this fairy book I dunno. so far they are not responding. to dance or not to dance, hmmmmmm. I'm kinda good either way.
it's been such a beautiful day.
Tyler agreed to go dancing with me but not until an event in December, UGH torture. He posted the scariest/most stunningly beautiful photos of him ice climbing on mt hood. i'm happy for him and also scared to lose him up there. maybe i should try harder to follow him. he bought me an arctic puffy and moutaineering boots, but hasn't insisted i join him yet this season. it's still technically "off season" so maybe he's waiting for safer conditions. I continue to climb dog mountain to stay in shape for him. running for Finley's preference for my slenderness, climbing for Tyler's preference for my fitness and acclimation to altitude and the cold. The things we do for love.
I only had one coffee today, i might die?
Had a delicious pumpkin beer, Great Gourds of Fire, an organic ale from Hopworks with local farm pumpkin that is by far the best pumpkin beer I've ever had. It's already gone for the season and I have 1 can left and so wish I had bought more, alas. It's okay the last thing I need in my life is more beer, lol. Finley loved all the snax I brought tonight - almond flour rosemary sea salt crackers, midnight moon goat cheese, sliced pear and apple, and ginger and huckleberry kombucha.
The beer was just to take the edge off the headache and it totally worked, I was so relaxed. Cuddles were luxurious, I always feel so dreamy with him, my head spins from the softness of his skin.
Emancipator is playing tonight and I'm too covid-scared to go to an indoor show, sux.
Josh and I went for a run this morning and it was so nice. the fog and the end of the fall leaves, the mist and the kind barista afterward when we went to get tea and coffee. I think I will go to Astoria with him next weekend for that run he signed us up for, it'll be a nice getaway, and he got us a sexy swanky hotel room, maybe it'll be fun. I fear trying new things but this is why I married Josh (among other reasons); he keeps me active and healthy and pushes me out of my comfort zone. exactly what i need. so what if he doesn't touch me enough, he lets me have cuddle dates with people who do, so I'm cared for and my needs are met, I absolutely cannot complain.
trying to ping my leads for salsa tonight but part of me wants to just curl up on the couch with some popcorn and listen to this fairy book I dunno. so far they are not responding. to dance or not to dance, hmmmmmm. I'm kinda good either way.
it's been such a beautiful day.
