the softest

another night with perfectly soft hair and no one to touch it. but i need to stay with the sick kitty anyway ;(

poor kitty.

ugh just realized the dropper I tried to medicate Lunar with earlier still had pretty much all the medicine in it, no wonder he didn't seem to mind having it his mouth, jeez. Just medicated him again using the other tool, that definitely worked and he's definitely mad. But he will feel better if I can keep doing that. Ugh my poor cat.

I popped popcorn, this is my first time breaking my sunday only popcorn rule since I instilled it a month or two ago but I have been craving it all day. I think I will crawl into bed and watch Snow White and the Huntsman and try to not feel this horrible feeling of pain and suffering and stress over my poor feline friend. I feel like I am not doing enough for him, I keep making stupid mistakes, I hate this so much.