six month slump

some weeks i swear it's just like, sobriety, zero stars, WOULD NOT RECOMMEND.

this sux.

i don't feel proud of myself or excited by the change anymore, i'm back to feeling empty and lost.

this happened at the 6 week mark, too. but this is longer lasting and stronger.

i know it will pass and i know this is so much better for me, but i'm sad and constantly fantasizing about drinking, rn.