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uugghhhh, the progesterone is really really bad. not only did it disrupt my sleep (it was supposed to help), I have a deep aching lingering headache, the kind where it feels like there is like, leaden molasses floating around inside my skull. it's awful.
do I have to have progesterone in order to have estrogen hrt? because that's what i really want, that's what's been shown to help stave off dementia.
my symptoms are so bad - after skipping two periods, I keep forgetting things, losing words, repeating entire sentences, it's soooooo terrifying. i thought not drinking would help all of this, i'm just glad i'm not doing that and making it worse.
josh is at the rock gym using their workout equipment. I might go do the same, get on some auto-belays, maybe. jog on the treadmill. ugh that would be really really helpful. We can walk there and nothing else is open. it's supposed to drop down back to freezing and everything will re-freeze this afternoon, and i am miiiisssserable from lack of movement. if I don't get outside i lose the will to live, i know this about myself. normally i am doing circus and skating and hiking and running and biking and walking and dancing and sparkling and I am doing NONE of that and i am dying.
the kitten is trying to help. but this headache is really slowing me down and clouding my thinking even worse. i am drinking extra coffee to compensate.
I'd love to get the car scraped off and go get her some more food and toys today, her pet store is open and so is Guilder cafe, i could definitely use a warm-up and some smiles from strangers - it helps.
she has four fuzzy balls and 3 wooly balls and right now I can only find one fuzzy and two woolies, i looked everywhere, where do they go??? Maybe if I can put away xmas and clean my room today, i'll find more.
do I have to have progesterone in order to have estrogen hrt? because that's what i really want, that's what's been shown to help stave off dementia.
my symptoms are so bad - after skipping two periods, I keep forgetting things, losing words, repeating entire sentences, it's soooooo terrifying. i thought not drinking would help all of this, i'm just glad i'm not doing that and making it worse.
josh is at the rock gym using their workout equipment. I might go do the same, get on some auto-belays, maybe. jog on the treadmill. ugh that would be really really helpful. We can walk there and nothing else is open. it's supposed to drop down back to freezing and everything will re-freeze this afternoon, and i am miiiisssserable from lack of movement. if I don't get outside i lose the will to live, i know this about myself. normally i am doing circus and skating and hiking and running and biking and walking and dancing and sparkling and I am doing NONE of that and i am dying.
the kitten is trying to help. but this headache is really slowing me down and clouding my thinking even worse. i am drinking extra coffee to compensate.
I'd love to get the car scraped off and go get her some more food and toys today, her pet store is open and so is Guilder cafe, i could definitely use a warm-up and some smiles from strangers - it helps.
she has four fuzzy balls and 3 wooly balls and right now I can only find one fuzzy and two woolies, i looked everywhere, where do they go??? Maybe if I can put away xmas and clean my room today, i'll find more.
