progress....

on the list so far...

* sunrise bathing
* silks (tonight?)

* food for Josh
* clean kitchen
* walk kitten

* orders
* website updates
* scheduling

* laundry
* get the tree down
* sweep and mop
* clean my room
* clean my office
* refill litter
* refill handsoaps

* loan consolidation

* schedule labs
* schedule Avalanche's next visit

* henna hair (which will force me to take a shower which I desperately need)

* start packing for lookout (got firewood, organized and cleaned out closet, and did laundry all of which will make this much easier)

* more raw food diet research for the meow

* keep eating healthy and less so can feel prettier (I've been doing really well the last 3 days.)

In-between all this is realizing I never texted back Karissa or Gwen or Timo about possibly getting together - friendship is important! Must work on this.

Still haven't decided if I'm going to start drinking or not. But I keep fantasizing about a cocktail date with Timo.

It feels a bit deflating to just think, well, am I just sober now? Forever? With nothing to toot my horn about, just a boring person who doesn't drink? I definitely feel better, but, I also still REALLY miss drinking. Josh was not a fan. So, less would be better, but I'm not sure if none is better. Does that make sense?

Just realized the first is tomorrow, not today, so I have one more day before I have to post my hours for Feb, yaaaaaaaaay! It feels like being gifted a free day.

This January was really hard. Good job everyone who made it through.