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rabbit in the moon
Jul. 12th, 2024 01:17 amhome from Shadowplay and all fae glitzed up and Josh is probably expecting me to pounce on him and wake him up but I just didn't want to forget a little magic thread that ran through my day, today. Had a new customer who made note of my moon rabbit on the wall of my studio, and I mentioned that I was a rabbit in the Chinese zodiac, and she is too! I thought maybe we were the same age but she is two full cycles ahead of me, which means she's 24 years my senior, oops. But to be fair, she was wearing a mask, and sometimes, to me, people of Japanese decent just seem ageless? She laughed and laughed. But I think it just means that she's youthful of spirit. Or I feel really old, lol. Anyway, later, when I had Avalanche outside with me while I was reading in the shade, Josh came and laid down on the blanket with me for a bit and I read to him out of my book and when he got up, I noticed the pale moon in the blue sky, just like the artwork I have, and then a few hours after that, the rabbit that lives in our courtyard came and hung out in front of our apartment for a while. And then of course, tonight, on the way to shadowplay, the moon the moon the beautiful moon. a constant comfort. she's been comforting me for as long as i can remember. grateful for her grace, lighting my moments, making them more magical.
and then there were girls in bunny ears or bunny backpacks at the club.
(I really need a jackalope headdress, one day.)
I had my moon harness and moon earrings on, tonight, unconscious choices.
Dancing was so fun. Friends are so kind and supportive. Lots of love. I told Derek I had wine and now he wants to do shots with me, lol. I think I'll save my tequila cherry for him, haha.
(oh, in case anyone cares, I had a glass in wine in Canada and didn't really like it and didn't want more. This was my first drink in a year and a half. Boring, really. It made me feel stupid and then vaguely headachy. At least, I am no longer afraid of drinking alcohol. However great I remembered it was, it doesn't feel that way to me anymore. I have no interest in restarting any sort of habit. But tequila with a friend for a special occasion would be totally fine. My original thought was to get to a place where I could have a drink on occasion, maybe 2-3 times per year, and that appears to be where I've landed.)
and then there were girls in bunny ears or bunny backpacks at the club.
(I really need a jackalope headdress, one day.)
I had my moon harness and moon earrings on, tonight, unconscious choices.
Dancing was so fun. Friends are so kind and supportive. Lots of love. I told Derek I had wine and now he wants to do shots with me, lol. I think I'll save my tequila cherry for him, haha.
(oh, in case anyone cares, I had a glass in wine in Canada and didn't really like it and didn't want more. This was my first drink in a year and a half. Boring, really. It made me feel stupid and then vaguely headachy. At least, I am no longer afraid of drinking alcohol. However great I remembered it was, it doesn't feel that way to me anymore. I have no interest in restarting any sort of habit. But tequila with a friend for a special occasion would be totally fine. My original thought was to get to a place where I could have a drink on occasion, maybe 2-3 times per year, and that appears to be where I've landed.)
