moving just sux
Dec. 16th, 2021 08:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
serafaerytwo nights ago all i wanted to do was go dance. now i feel horrible and like i don't want anyone to look at me.
i'll go anyway, i just hate my body and my face so much sometimes.
reading sad reports about my j&j shot - more blood clots in women my age and also a lab report from south africa showing absolutely zero effectiveness against omicron, ugh. i didn't want to get a booster before the holidays but now it's like, booster or omicron, take your pick. sigh.
on the plus side, outside of the lab it does appear that the j&j shot is showing some sort of protection, who knows why that would be, it's just a guess at this point because it isn't antibodies. and, not a single case of omicron in South Africa has killed anyone yet, and it's the dominant strain there, now.
my diet the last two days have consisted of fresh fruit, nuts, cookies, potato chips, and popcorn. and a lot of coffee like usual. still. NOT GOOD serafaery.
it's just stress eating. moving freakin' sux.
i feel better now that i started to put stuff in boxes. this will be terrible but we'll get through it.
i'm going to buy all new office furniture but i have to wait until january since i already spent so much on business supplies this year and won't get any sort of tax break if i buy more stuff for work this year. i need a large cabinet for sparkle and shipping supplies storage, a new desk (mine was free on CL in 2004 and falling apart), a new dresser and nightstand (hand-me-downs from the 80s and also rickity, drawers won't close, paint peeling, falling apart) and a new file cabinet. a shelf would be nice too. it's like two grand of furniture i need total probably, but i've literally never in my life bought new furniture for myself so maybe it's okay. i would love it if i could just paint my larger storage dresser and keep it, but i know i never will - maybe i'll just keep the ugly green monstrosity i dunno. i guess green is kind of a faery color. everything i'm planning on ordering in january is grey.
i'd like to replace the little plastic storage cubbies at some point too but for now i need them. so hideous argh.
my skates are still sitting here, waiting to be shipped for repair, in the way of all my moving activities, bleargh. how do i make myself ship them off? why am i so stuck on this.
lunar is so nervous, poor meow. we're giving him all the reassurance we can.
should get dressed and go dance.
i'll go anyway, i just hate my body and my face so much sometimes.
reading sad reports about my j&j shot - more blood clots in women my age and also a lab report from south africa showing absolutely zero effectiveness against omicron, ugh. i didn't want to get a booster before the holidays but now it's like, booster or omicron, take your pick. sigh.
on the plus side, outside of the lab it does appear that the j&j shot is showing some sort of protection, who knows why that would be, it's just a guess at this point because it isn't antibodies. and, not a single case of omicron in South Africa has killed anyone yet, and it's the dominant strain there, now.
my diet the last two days have consisted of fresh fruit, nuts, cookies, potato chips, and popcorn. and a lot of coffee like usual. still. NOT GOOD serafaery.
it's just stress eating. moving freakin' sux.
i feel better now that i started to put stuff in boxes. this will be terrible but we'll get through it.
i'm going to buy all new office furniture but i have to wait until january since i already spent so much on business supplies this year and won't get any sort of tax break if i buy more stuff for work this year. i need a large cabinet for sparkle and shipping supplies storage, a new desk (mine was free on CL in 2004 and falling apart), a new dresser and nightstand (hand-me-downs from the 80s and also rickity, drawers won't close, paint peeling, falling apart) and a new file cabinet. a shelf would be nice too. it's like two grand of furniture i need total probably, but i've literally never in my life bought new furniture for myself so maybe it's okay. i would love it if i could just paint my larger storage dresser and keep it, but i know i never will - maybe i'll just keep the ugly green monstrosity i dunno. i guess green is kind of a faery color. everything i'm planning on ordering in january is grey.
i'd like to replace the little plastic storage cubbies at some point too but for now i need them. so hideous argh.
my skates are still sitting here, waiting to be shipped for repair, in the way of all my moving activities, bleargh. how do i make myself ship them off? why am i so stuck on this.
lunar is so nervous, poor meow. we're giving him all the reassurance we can.
should get dressed and go dance.
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Date: 2021-12-17 04:59 am (UTC)I do think though, that lunar probably loves your face and you even if he is nervous.
And yes those plastic storage cubbies...they are functional but certainly are a sensory failure:)