serafaery

I *really* want to go dancing tonight but i am so tired and my skin hurts. i know it wouldn't be healthy for me. i would be so tempted to drink. i am on the verge of a headache, i need sleep. but also. i need to dance. not sure what to do. i need to leave around 10pm if this is going to happen. half an hour or so. i will lie down for a few minutes and see what my body has to say about it. my heart wants dancing, but my body wants rest, i think.

i just... don't want to be a person who doesn't get dressed up to go dancing, just because i'm in my late 40s.