retreat.

[serafaery]

I feel so so so awful. So tired of everyone being so mean. I've bent over backwards for so many people, for what. To be treated with such carelessness. Sick of it. I'm tired of younger women treating me like something to deflect. I have a right to be here as much as anyone. I cannot WAIT until they are 47. They will not fair well, with behavior like that. At least with younger men, I am merely invisible. When did everyone forget kindness. How did everyone forget how to love. I don't know anything but.