serafaery

just realized the other day that one of my faery hair tying tutorial videos has over 20k views. I don't even know when or how that happened. I knew I had around 5k on the first one I did - the second one was just kind of an updated do-over since it had been so long since I'd created one. I don't even know if it's any good lol - the original tutorials were more carefully done. anyway I'm glad it's getting seen. I should probably think about making more youtube content. I would love to do more faery hair content and also wing-making, both things are quite popular and I really miss making wings. Now that I am afraid to hike or ski or dance with multiple bone spurs in my foot and no relief in sight, along with no longer running, climbing, or skating, I have more time for art. with watching all the doodles I definitely want to get a water brush and start working through the tiny cotton art book I have with my glass dip pens and ink. Before I move onto a different medium. I should use up the whole $10 in materials for dip pen art I have first lol. it's not as satisfying as a regular pen as getting the saturation is difficult, but maybe with a water brush I could dilute and blend the ink and make things more interesting. I dunno. Or I could just scribble slowly until I run out of ink. either way.

hoping to get taxes filed tomorrow, we'll see how that goes, i'm certain i'll hit a snag or three, i always do, but we'll get there within the next few days i think.

very very very very tired rn. i did walk for an hour in the park after work. slowly, on barkdust trails. hung out on mom's bench. i saw quinn and achilia. i avoided them. i wonder if they were visiting rose. she lives in my old neighborhood. i will never be able to afford anything close to that area.

need more tea but avalanche is snoozing on my lap. dilemma!