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Mar. 3rd, 2026 10:57 am
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Gunna be here a lot while I detox from instagram.

Just finished another a/c quote, this one was much easier than the last two. I almost feel like, I would pay extra just to work with this place because it just feels better being in this person's presence. I don't know if that's a legit reason to pay more but we'll see what the quotes look like. Now that I've had some exposure to what we're looking for and the details involved, it's not as overwhelming and I can contribute to the conversation a little bit. I know what a load count is and we know about different kinds of energy efficiency, we know where the concrete pad needs to go for the unit and how far from the house it has to sit, etc. I will get one more quote, I think 4 is best in this instance.

adulting, bleargh.

Avalanche came out and snuggled with me on the deck this morning during my morning light therapy time, she was much snugglier than usual, extra affectionate, head-bumping me repeatedly, but she is staying inside otherwise. I wonder if she got more spooked than I realized, last night, on her little adventure. Or if it's just the incoming clouds and rain and drop in barometric pressure she feels. It's not forecasted to rain until tonight but it suddenly looks very dark and dreary outside, I think I will pull the deck chair back under cover now.

Josh admitted that he could have just forgotten to close the gate last night. That's totally possible, but I still want to get a lockable gate latch. We can put it on the inside, where there is no latch currently. Double up, why not.

Must try to make myself get changed and go do silks. I am so tired and achey and sad and unmotivated and just want to do absolutely nothing. Curl back up into bed and listen to self-care meditations. "I don't have to do anything to be worthy of love." I think silks will help. I can finish getting ready for the trip and setting up cat-sitting and all that when I get back. After another cup of coffee, ha.

Tummy hurts at the prospect of movement. Head is starting to hurt.

But movement is the only thing that will make me feel better. I know this from experience.

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