Alive.

[serafaery]

When I can stop and accept the reality that there is no fucking point to this life, that this is a gigantic question mark, that I get to make my own meaning



When I can stop and breathe and realize that no one is keeping score of my actions and tallying up my points so that at the end I will either "win" or "lose" at this game



When others are brave enough to look me in the eye, when I ask what the fuck is up with this existence, and say, "I have no idea"



When I realize, with clarity and peace, that this just is what it is, and nothing more




I can just enjoy the good stuff, and learn from the bad stuff, and just





live.