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Josh is gone for the weekend. I had an epic migraine all day and had to cancel thriller practice. It hurt and then it hurt more, and then more, quite certain I would have been vomiting if I'd been able to eat more than a biscuit all day.

It still hurts a lot, but it finally eased up enough to let me make a box of shitty vegan mac.

I am hiding from my brother. Darwin is on my lap, purring loudly and waiting patiently for me to cook him his weekly meat feast. He's been with me all day, hasn't left my side except to eat and poop. Same as yesterday, with all the tears. He's a good caretaker.

Found some skating videos. Yuzu's first SP of the season was a stunner. He's using his old Chopin routine, slightly revamped. It was his best sp of the last four years, this will be his third season with it (he skated to Prince last year). I'm happy to see it again.



eta holy balls lookit what Shoma did. !!!

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Trying to decide - should I skate tonight, and risk being in too much pain to (ice) dance this weekend? I really want to skate tonight, even though I'm sick of public sessions. Just the air and the raised heartrate and timid testing of edges and jumps and spins. Want.

The pain is from the boots - that leather is unforgiving, and I don't have years of callouses built up to protect me anymore. I need to re-develop them, so I ought to just push through the pain. But there's so very much of it. *cringe*

Maybe I could find some moleskin to help with the pressure.

It's so envigorating, skating. I hope I don't get scared and stop, because I really want to keep moving forward with this. I was thinking, with Joshua's help, that a skating trip to Sun Valley as a reward for re-building my skills would be a lovely thing to look forward to. During slack, when it's utterly quiet. March or April (but not spring break). Their indoor rink has the most glorious ice in the world. And the outdoor is fun, and smells good. Everything smells good, there. *chills* Maybe I could hook up with Oliver, too. Ooohhh, to dream.
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Trying to decide - should I skate tonight, and risk being in too much pain to (ice) dance this weekend? I really want to skate tonight, even though I'm sick of public sessions. Just the air and the raised heartrate and timid testing of edges and jumps and spins. Want.

The pain is from the boots - that leather is unforgiving, and I don't have years of callouses built up to protect me anymore. I need to re-develop them, so I ought to just push through the pain. But there's so very much of it. *cringe*

Maybe I could find some moleskin to help with the pressure.

It's so envigorating, skating. I hope I don't get scared and stop, because I really want to keep moving forward with this. I was thinking, with Joshua's help, that a skating trip to Sun Valley as a reward for re-building my skills would be a lovely thing to look forward to. During slack, when it's utterly quiet. March or April (but not spring break). Their indoor rink has the most glorious ice in the world. And the outdoor is fun, and smells good. Everything smells good, there. *chills* Maybe I could hook up with Oliver, too. Ooohhh, to dream.

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