how to life

stressed out and sad, this morning. the sunshine is so bright and hopeful. made some business purchases, sending out a couple orders, booking appointments, avoiding other work. have an adoption interview about a cat at the pound at 2:30pm and i'm nervous. trying to decide if i should go climb in the gym or go work on wings or stay home and clean or what. trying to remember how to feel okay.

your application for bruce has been approved

I don't think the internet is going to be able to tell me whether I should get this cat.

the body speaks.

splitting headache. had all the caffeine. this happens every single time i almost adopt a cat. it's why i haven't gotten one yet. it's so frustrating and sad. but i was so ill when i had a cat, and got so healthy and stopped getting migraines when darwin left. what if i am signing up for 12 years or migraines. is it worth it?